It's Bella...just Bella (
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faelans_folly2013-05-17 09:23 pm
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[Closed - Val and Bella]
It had been a week since the ball. A week, and she still hadn't shaken the...whatever had happened that night over mini-golf and dancefloors.
And she couldn't stop thinking about Levi, couldn't stop checking in on him at random times. She knew he hadn't seen her, but she'd seen him nearly every day since. She just wished she knew that it all meant; why she felt like she was changing when she hadn't so much as grown her hair an inch since coming here.
It was a longshot, but she only really had one other friend in the town. Or, at least, the closest thing to it.
That's why she found herself in the shadows of one of the bars she knew the fighter frequented and keeping outside the notice of everyone else there.
And she couldn't stop thinking about Levi, couldn't stop checking in on him at random times. She knew he hadn't seen her, but she'd seen him nearly every day since. She just wished she knew that it all meant; why she felt like she was changing when she hadn't so much as grown her hair an inch since coming here.
It was a longshot, but she only really had one other friend in the town. Or, at least, the closest thing to it.
That's why she found herself in the shadows of one of the bars she knew the fighter frequented and keeping outside the notice of everyone else there.
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Striding in she went to the bar, ordered a drink with a nod of her head, and sat down at a table in a dark corner.
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"Hope you don't mind if I join you," Bella said simply, using her own voice and making it pretty clear she wasn't going to leave if she did mind.
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There was an edge to the woman's voice that wasn't usually there that immediately put her on guard. She liked Bella, but she was aware of what she was.
"Did you come to get some playback?" She asked with a grin. She supposed she did owe Bella an orgasm.
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"I needed someone to talk to," she admitted at last. "A friend. Think you could fake it for a few minutes and forget I'm a lethal vampire?"
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"Nope. Can't forget that. But I can act like that doesn't matter at all in terms of friendship. What's up?"
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"I think." She took an unecessary breath. "I think I went on a date. With a human."
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"Why is that so awful?"
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The way she said it, it sounded like the something totally off the wall and out there. Something foreign, alien. Frightening.
"I had...I had fun."
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"Who was it with? Please tell me he was handsome and charming."
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"And that is pure romance, right there."
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Bella thumped her head on the table and made the wood rattle and the salt shaker fall over. "I know. The whole night was. And I don't know what to do. The whole night I kept feeling weird. Like things that couldn't happen should be. It freaked me out. I nearly bolted, I should have bolted. But I didn't."
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"Wow. Go you. Hooking up with hot cop. Pure romance? It's like you want to make me vomit. Are you trying to tell me that your heart tried to go pitter-patter, Bella?"
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"I'll get you a bucket," Bella scowled and went back to picking at the table. "My heart can't go pitter-patter. I'm dead, remember? Nothing in here works. I'm stone, frozen. No beating, no flutters. What I'm saying is it wanted to. For the first time in...God, I can't even remember if it's ever been like this. I felt...I felt warm."
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"So you got the you equivalent to pitter-patter," Valkyrie said with a shrug. "Surprising, but it's not like you're the first woman ever to be head over heels with a guy. You have to break it off, but it's happened before."
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She looked up at Val with a frown. "What's happened before?"
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"But Bella, he's your food. What are you going to do when he wants to have sex? You could barely handle me in a dirty alley. What's going to happen to your control when you're with someone you're that into and is that in to you? You going to nail and bail on him every time? Maybe he's really understanding and is willing to not have sex. Do you give him the freedom to have other partners to satisfy that need? Do you get the same freedom? What if you do lose control and you have a nibble? Do you finish him off or turn him? Do we need to get into the problem with the fact that you don't age?"
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Depressed as the whole speech made her, Bella couldn't stop a slight quirk to her mouth. "You are a lot to handle, Val. Most wouldn't live through the experience. But I know you're right. About all of it. I've been telling myself every bit of that for days, ever since I ran home that night. I could kill him, I risk dooming him to this endless day that never fucking ends. And none of it seems to matter. I still think about seeing him again and get that stupid non-flutter again. I try not to think about the fact that I still look eighteen and will forever."
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"One of these days, that stupid non-flutter is going to be guilt because you did something to hurt him," Valkyrie warned. Bella could make her own choices, but Valkyrie didn't have to like them. Besides, if Bella hurt this guy and really did care for him... she might snap and it would be Valkyrie who would have to try and take her down.
"And I'm pretty sure he'll find the 18 forever thing a plus."
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She didn't wait for an answer. "I don't know that I will. He was bleeding pretty badly the night we met and yeah, okay, it smelled great, I wasn't overtaken with bloodlust or anything. I just felt...really, really protective of him." Her voice dropped a little. "I still do, and it's not getting any better."
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"I wish I could be happy for you and support you in this, I really do."
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"Seems like a vampire but isn't. He hunts monsters. A good guy. Well, sort of like you're a good girl he's a good guy."
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"Turns out he's not one."
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