I've yet to come up against a situation that I don't know how to react to. I had thought, before this, I was trained to deal with anything. Maybe it's the shock of what I had done but I have no idea how to react to what happens next. One moment the kid is on fire and the next he's soaking wet.
The hair raises on the back of my neck at the energy in the air and the animal part of me wants to snarl, wants to rip the throats out of the pack of stupid kids that showed up here. It's all I can do to push that part of me down though, kneeling down on the ground, hunched over and curled up as I try to keep myself from shifting. Some part of my body recognizes the energy and sees it as dangerous. I don't want to fight anything though, I already almost killed someone today.
I take deep breaths, drawing the air in and huffing it out, trying to calm myself. There's no need to fight. No need to kill.
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Date: 2013-06-02 05:47 am (UTC)The hair raises on the back of my neck at the energy in the air and the animal part of me wants to snarl, wants to rip the throats out of the pack of stupid kids that showed up here. It's all I can do to push that part of me down though, kneeling down on the ground, hunched over and curled up as I try to keep myself from shifting. Some part of my body recognizes the energy and sees it as dangerous. I don't want to fight anything though, I already almost killed someone today.
I take deep breaths, drawing the air in and huffing it out, trying to calm myself. There's no need to fight. No need to kill.