I gasp as the blast of cold air hits me and Maggie's voice cuts through my tension like a knife. I snap back to myself and realize what I'm doing. I can smell how scared Dylan is, that he's absolutely terrified.
I let him go, dropping him to his feet as I suddenly feel sick with shame. I thought I was better than this, that I had more control over my actions.
"I- I'm sorry," I say, stepping away from him. All the old self-hate and loathing hits me hard, something I thought I was done with.
"I'm so sorry," I tell him again before I rush out of the shop.
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Date: 2013-08-23 10:30 pm (UTC)I let him go, dropping him to his feet as I suddenly feel sick with shame. I thought I was better than this, that I had more control over my actions.
"I- I'm sorry," I say, stepping away from him. All the old self-hate and loathing hits me hard, something I thought I was done with.
"I'm so sorry," I tell him again before I rush out of the shop.